Crazy Day

Woke up today feeling a little drowzy coz I kinda slept late last night. Then I don't know why but the bad luck just started hitting me. First, the service chair was sooo squeaky and it hurts my ear badly. That was so annoying! They should get that fixed. Second, the thought of seeing Almila & the way she's gonna act so "make-him-jealous", is just making me a lot more annoyed. She has always been doing that and it's so annoying. She's one of the person who hates a lot of people and that might include me. She always has 'something' to say. She's just the talker. She talks talks talks -- SHIT. And that's so annoying. UGHHH. Anyways, today was sooo crazy coz my friend here, Bap, told everyone that I like this guy, Austin. Uhhm, should I laugh? Well, yeah, Austin is a nice guy. I've said that to a lot of people but not the type where I fall in for him. That's just so wrong. Anyways, they should tease me with a more realistic person like Gerhard, or Joshua. They're nice. Cool guys. Today when me and Cess went to the canteen, Gerhard was sitting down. I LOOKED HORRIBLE. I was so disgusting. I never liked the uniform I wear. It's just so gross. Sometimes, I prefer being naked than wearing those horrible clothes. Yeah, I was trying my best to be noticeable since he was just a seat away from me. I think he feels it that I like him. But, who cares. Let him feel that. LOL, I'm crazy. Yeah, I don't feel the bond between my other friends anymore. I don't know, but, things just changed. So suddenly. No one wants to talk to me. No one even knows I'm there. It's like I don't exist. It's crazy. I also didn't like how Chinma acted all mean on me. It was so pathetic. She's so pathetic. Tomorrow, I'm gonna start to be who I really am and not mind what other people say about me. God will help me. I know He will. :))